Sigh..
Why is it whe my mum leaves she always has to tear.
It's only going to be a month.
Doesn't she have like, tons of friends there or something?
Cause when I go there it seems to me she has plently.
Why can't she look forward to seeing these people and her family there, or look forward to seeing me next time.
Not cry about leaving me.
I feel gross and weird inside when I see her like that.
She keeps asking me to eat properly and sleep early.
She says that EVERYTIME she sees me.
I eat like a pig everyday, and I hardly eat Mcdonalds.
I sleep at 9.30 every night.
Just moments ago before she left she was like, I'm worried about you but I don't know what.
See, that's the thing.
Nothing's happening, everythings fine.
It's just your paranoid mind that keeps telling you I'm anorexic or something, that I sleep on hay and eat straws for breaskfast or something.
It's all your mindset.
Try thinking for once that I'm healthy and fine and you'll fine yourself much more relaxed.
