My eyes are puffy and swollen. My whole face is numb.
Words can't describe squad training today.
Basically we were asked to tell each other in our face our negative points.
No matter how harsh it was. True friends will be honest to you.
I took this time as a pillar of strength for me, like Dree said.
No ouch, no change.
I got some harsh comments, some I agreed on, some I disagreed on.
Whatever it was, thanks for telling me how you really feel.
It means a lot, what I said was from my heart too.
Sorry if it hurt you. If my words were offensive, I tried to be as tactful as possible.
Everyone was basically crying uncontrollably, literally.
I started weeping when I saw Nadhrah's eyes was welded with tears.
I didn't know why I cried either.
Audrey told me to prove to everyone that doesn't believe in me that I can do it. Thank you so much for being harsh and honest at the same time. I needed that.
And Ellie I love you so much, for your scolding for your encouragement.
I think the whole time that I was crying was probably because I was listening to Dree and Nasri tell their stories.
Also I want to be a singer songwriter so bad it hurts yet I don't know which way to head for that journey.
That's why I broke down. I promise you, crying with the squad is like...
Doing 2 girls 1 cup.
Just kidding.
But I promise I'll work hard and cut off my slack.
Sometimes I think I slack too much.
Whatever you guys told me, I've taken note.
Thanks again.
P.S 'Teehee' is getting so overrated. Gross.
P.SS The video I filmed with my camera with all of the eyes and everything isn't turning out the way I wanted it to. I suck at editing. Yan's camera is still the best! (y)
